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Thursday, 08 October 2009

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    Cities
    By Anberlin
    *Fin
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    Is this what hell feels like?

    Monday: Tired as a mofo. I had barely ANY energy to do ANYTHING. I slept for about an hour after class and feel a little better. One of our friends comes over for dinner, and explains that her little sister has the flu.

    Tuesday: Michelle, my roommate, gets sick. She misses her classes. I, however, feel fine....in fact better than I did the day before. By about 11ish my throat starts hurting.

    Wednesday: Went to work and school as usual. I'm REALLY tired. I trudged through classes, and gave my presentation in Science. Went to Bossier with Michelle to buy my book for History class. Ate chinese food. On the ride back to Marshall, I'm coughing and it hurts my lungs as if they are being yanked out through my throat. By teh time we are at the dorm, I feel MISERABLE. My body starts to ache, and I get severely tired. I take advil pm and lights out at 10:30.

    Thursday(today): supremely awful. I woke up at 4 am, and ddint go back to sleep until 8 am, because I was burning up but cold at teh same time AND my body was now aching all over. I popped another advil pm and slept til noon.

    I gotta tell ya....this SUCKS. I've been cooped up in my room with no energy, no meds, and only water and orange juice (which gives me indigestion, so I dont drink it that often). My friends are going out to eat tonight and then over to Rachel's apt to watch grey's anatomy. I'm missing out because I caught the flu (more than likely). I have a test and another presentation coming up...how am I supposed to studying when my head is pounding this badly? How am I supposed to get things done without coughing my lungs up and wanting to cry? This really sucks. I'm stressing out so much I'm breaking out in hives. I'm hungry, but I dont have the energy to eat, or the desire to. I'm also shaking like I have parkinsons. Just call me Michael J Fox. (sorry, that was mean)

    Just thought I would complain. I'm "staying up" to watch grey's anatomy, but I'm not sure my roommates will approve of me infecting their couch so we'll see. If not I'll just go to sleep.

    I go to the doctor tomorrow (how I'm going to drive there, I dont know..I'm working on it). Maybe she'll give me drugs or something.

Sunday, 04 October 2009

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    The Beatles (The White Album)
    By The Beatles
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    Always have clean shirts to play around in

    It's not like I've had a terrible life and no friends, or that everyday has been the worst day of my life since I was 13. OR that my heart is so broken I can't seem to see the light in anything.
    None of that is true.
    School is pretty good, I have good friends, I have a semi-working car, and a job to where I only sit and tell freshman not to sit on the pool tables.
    But for some reason I've been all quiet and not myself. Depressed, I guess you could say. Sad for no reason. And it's taken a toll on my stomach. I've lost my appetite, and don't really eat that much anymore which has caused me to lose almost 10 pounds. This past month it's like I've been carrying on with a gray cloud over my head. Just going through the notions....school. work. study. school. work. study. Over and over again. I'm also losing sleep. I can't sleep at night. I don't know whats wrong with me, or why I am acting like a wimp all of a sudden.
    But..
    Today has cheered me up about ten levels. I think it's because I saw some family. Mom and Matt made me realize how much I miss being around them. I think going to church helped too, which speaks volumes. Sure, having roommates has it's benefits because I am rarely lonely. However, it has seemed like nothing could make me happy. I don't even sing along to my music in the car anymore. But today has been enlightening even though it's been so dreary outside. I hope this lasts, because God knows I need this kind of energy to get me through another busy studying-filled week.


    This week: 2 tests. In History and Political Science. On the same day. Political science will be tough, especially since the professor has a heavy Indian accent and ALWAYS picks on me in class, wanting my opinion about all of our discussions. That must mean he likes me, right? I hope so.

Monday, 28 September 2009

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    This Is an Outrage!
    By Capital Lights
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    I think I'm out of control

    I need energy! I'm so tired it hurts. I just need to get through work, and then my first test of the semester: Science for Elementary teachers. It shouldn't be that bad, I'm just eager to get back and sleep. A couple of weird things have happened lately:
    1) My appetite went WAY down
    2) I can't sleep at night no matter how hard I try

    What in heaven's name is wrong with me, man.

    And my right arm is pretty much useless. I wish the wreck never happened. I get headaches more often now too.

    So after I take about a 2 hour nap I have MORE homework and an art project that I don't understand to work on! Yay!!!! Ugh. Stay positive, I guess?

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

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    Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (Remastered)
    By The Beatles
    A Day in the Life
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    All because of Sunday

    I'm so:
    Fat. I'm at my heaviest weight ever.
    Pathetic. I'm in constant pain even when I'm on the drugs, I just mope around and feel sorry for myself.
    Depressed: its a side effect of one of the pain pills.
    Annoyed: I just wanna stay in my room and sleep.
    Frustrated: I lost my worksheet for Art and I can't do it anyway because of the pain I'm in. I'm so gonna fail this class. Maybe I should email the professor telling her what happened.
    Hot: another fun side effect. That only 1%-3% of patients get.
    Useless: I can't do much when I'm in this much pain. The Good news is, the other side of my neck is starting to hurt as well. I guess a Doctor's appt is in my future.

    I just don't feel like myself. I need a big dog to cuddle with. It's times like these when a boyfriend comes in handy. But I think I'll stick with the dog. Bart...calling Bart...where are ya boy?

Monday, 17 August 2009

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    Please Please Me
    By The Beatles
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    Get to know Ticklemepink862

    What's one thing you actually remember about kindergarten?
    I remember nap time. Why don't we incorporate that into our school systems anymore? Who said college was too old for students to nap in the classroom? When entering school, napping is encouraged. When in college, it's  discouraged. I mean...whats the deal?

    What are 2 of your favorite movies?
    My number one all time favorite is "My Fair Lady". I'm still waiting to go see the play. My second favorite would probably be any season of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Even though episodes of a tv show doesnt necessarily count as a movie.

    3 of your favorite places to shop?
    Target, Kohl's, and any bookstore. I could spend the whole day shopping in those 3 places. And I think I have.

    What did you want to be when you "grow up"?
    I wanted to be a painter. Like real, French-easel-board-painting artist. Then I discovered that I have no artistic talent whatsoever. Oh well.

    Do you have to have some kind of noise to fall asleep?
    I do. My room at my mom's house gets hot in the summer so I need a fan in order to sleep. I found when I went to my dads that I couldnt go to sleep without some kind of noise, so I always had the fan on.

    If you could take three famous people to lunch, who would you choose?
    Oh this one is easy.
    1) Paul McCartney- duh.
    2) Brenden Frasier- another duh.
    3) Jennifer Anniston- I just love her.

    What is one of your childhood memories?
    I remember going to my grandpa's house during Christmas time and playing with my cousins. I was the only girl amid all these boys, but I loved it. I also remember eating biscuits at his house and going outside to swing on the giant swing. I would ask my dad to push me, and most of the time when he did he would sing a song he used to sing when he was in choir. Some of the words are "we're going higherrrr, higherrrr, higherrrr"

    Ever had a huge crush on someone and never tell them?
    Let me rephrase this question. You mean have I ever been through middle school and high school??

    Have you ever fallen off a horse?
    No, but when I went horseback riding in TN I had a sudden fear of the horse getting spooked and throwing me off his back and me becoming paralyzed. But all the horse did was stop every now and then and eat plants and use the bathroom.

    How do you like your steak?
    I only eat steak at Japanese restaurants, in which case it would be well done. Otherwise, steak makes me sick. In 2005, I caught a stomach bug and had a big steak dinner on the night I woke up puking. Needless to say I can't eat that kind of steak anymore.

    What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
    I saw  "Funny People" a few nights ago with my roommate and her sister. It was a waste of time and money. The only good thing about the movie was that it opened with Paul McCartney's "Great Day" and had "Real Love" in the middle of the movie also. Other than that, I wish I could've gotten my money back.

    What is your favorite sport to watch?
    Football and baseball. Especially if LSU is playing.

    Favorite Restaurant?
    Imperial Cathay (they have the BEST sesame chicken) or TGI Fridays.

    Last person you went out to dinner with?
    The girls

    What are you listening to right now?
    My playlist from myspace. Right now "Ask Me Why" by the Beatles is playing. I love youuu-woo-woo-woo-woo
     'cuz you tell me things I want to know...

    List five things you would need to survive, if left alone on a deserted island.
    a. a deserted-island-survival-kit. Complete with first aid kit with full instructions on how to get venom out of a snake bite.
    b. water purifier
    c. a tent
    d. pillow and blanket (those count as 1 item!)
    e. very sharp knife for catching my own food

    If ‘pro’ is the opposite of ‘con’, is ‘progress’ the opposite of ‘congress’?
    PERCISELY!

    What's the best job you've ever had?
    The one I have now- my student job. I get paid to play ping pong, pool, or sit at the tables and play dominos and make friends with people from my school. It doesn't pay much, but it pays!

    If you could join one band, what would it be?
    I would LOVE to be a part of Anberlin. I can't really play anything, but give me a triangle and just let me stand in the background or somethin.

    If you could resurrect one band, who would it be?
    Well that's pretty obvious. However, in order to resurrect The Beatles, we would have to raise 2 of them from the dead and that's just weird.

    What was the last thing you dreamed about?
    Very weird stage 1 dreams. I think there was a yellow submarine and someone named Mr. Mustard in there somewhere.

    What's your favorite school subject?
    English Literature or American History. I am taking World History this semester so we will see...

    Where were you when 9/11 happened?
    I was a freshman in high school. The day had barely begun, I was in 1st hour English class. The rest of the day was filled with watching the news in class and people checking out. I have notes I passed to one of my friends during science class on that day...describing how scared we were, even though it happened several states away.

    What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
    Kick it, shake it, realize everyone is looking at me funny, and then walk away, learning my lesson.
    (this happened to me with the vending machine right outside my room at school. It works for everyone except me.)

    Do you like sushi?
    Yes! And I can't find anyone who will go with me to eat some!

    When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
    Wow. If I look this bad, I wonder what I'll look like when I'm 30.

    Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
    I would lead the swarm of bees to their comb and both problems would be solved.

    Do you always smile for pictures?
    Not always. I make TONS of faces for the camera.

    Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
    ....No...what's a speeding ticket??......:-/

    When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
    All kiinds of things. One specific year I was a jester. I had the outfit, and then my mom painted my whole face white. We have this particular halloween event on video, where my brother is a hunchback and I look more ridiculous than he did. Oh well, we were kids.

    How many languages can you speak?
    After 4 years of studying Spanish....
    I am only fluent in English. Yeah, what are ya gonna do.

    Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
    Yes, and they're becoming more common and occuring more often. Does that mean anything?

    Does your xanga name mean anything?
    Not really. But I could come up with something off hte top of my head..
    -tickle me pink is the same crayola color as the walls of my future master bathroom.
    - the bathroom will be complete with 8 vanity mirrors, 6 windows, and 2 sinks.








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  • I don't sleep with sheets. I use the bedspread only. Brendan Frasier is my future husband. I am an ETBU tiger. My family is awesome. I get severely hot at night. I have acid reflux like a 65 year old man. I love shopping...as long as there's a sale. I'm going to be an elementary school teacher. I love my life.